Full-Blown Agony: A Personal Fight With the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It was a gloomy weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new class, when a sudden pain sprang behind my right eye. This was followed by quick shocks, similar to lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the discomfort eased and then came back with increased intensity. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I took paracetamol, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The headaches appeared repeatedly that autumn, and again in spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the shower, early pangs on the commute, full-blown pain in class by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches typically start with intense discomfort around one eye that lasts up to three hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Cluster headaches typically start with abrupt, excruciating pain around a single eye that peaks within minutes and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. I have the episodic form, which occurs in periodic bouts; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of extended symptom-free periods.
What unites patients is the intensity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another found 64% of cluster patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid attacks; the figure fell to 4% when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the ground and hit my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition worsened through childhood. Drinking in her teens, like several triggers, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her graduation party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her family often mistook her attacks as drunken behavior. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.
Nevertheless, the failure to organize daily activities around erratic pain took its effect. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented throughout history. “The first account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the topic. They attributed the disease to an malevolent entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Historical healing texts suggest unusual treatments for what modern experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was recognised as a distinct disorder, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a European doctor who provided the first comprehensive account of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and disappearing each day at specific hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by international headache societies in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel which supplies blood to the brain. Leading experts in treating the condition explain this.
In the late 1990s, scientists released the results of a study for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The data, published in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.
Despite such progress, identification remains slow. One man's symptoms began in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple operations before eventually being diagnosed in 2014, after a physician researched his symptoms.
Specialists say delays in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough history is crucial: on which side do signs appear? For how much time? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain features such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars pulled because dentists misinterpreted her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. I remember calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided me through oxygen therapy and medication until the attack passed.
Official guidelines on management advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a specific medication administered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly soothes the attacks of some individuals.
But leading neurologists believe the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined treatment process and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is critical: “The duration of the bout determines the approach.” Brief bouts with occasional attacks are handled with abortive treatment alone. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the area of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve activity.
The national guidance need revising to reflect a